Archive for June 2015

Here I Go Again

I’m good with technology.  Apparently how it all works though…not so much. I’ve owned this URL for awhile now.  I also owned other similar URLs… was one of them.  What I didn’t know was that when I cancelled the .biz I was also cancelling my web hosting. Consequently my blog just disappeared.


Since I haven’t been blogging in a long time I didn’t even notice it.  And once I did notice it well then you must understand how upset I was. There might have even been years.  Years of blogs just gone.  Poof!


I still have some of my older posts on blogger but those were all BML (Before My Love).  Speaking of My Love, I have him to thank for pulling this all together so fast.  Maybe this will teach me to be a bit more proactive when it comes to my blogging.   Meh. Probably not.


To be honest I quit blogging because I love to be as honest as possible when I write and during the past few years some of the honesty would have been too much. Although maybe I would have dealt with some of it better had I gotten it out of my head and onto the screen.

Oh well, here I go again…  (and if you don’t know what this references, well move along then)



A little bit of Tawny before she went cray cray

About me and the cast of characters

Divacowgirl – This is a nickname given to me years ago by a group of former girlfriends. It just kind of stuck.  I’m a small town girl that’s been stuck in the big city for fourteen years.  I moved to Southern California to marry a man and that didn’t work out so well. My biggest goal now is to get back to a small town life.  Oregon here I come.

My Love – That would be my boyfriend, my partner in crime, and the love of my life.  Tall, smart, handsome, and he puts up with all of my quirks.  Yep, he’s near perfect.


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Einstein – My oldest son and the nickname says it all.  Very smart. He’s 23 and graduated from college this year. He’s now a 2nd Lt with the USAF and I’m pretty sure I couldn’t be more proud.


Beav – My youngest son – 19 years old.  My mom gave him the nickname when he was just a little lad because he reminded her of Beaver from you guessed it, Leave it to Beaver.  You could have the crappiest day on the planet and Beav will have you smiling in no time. I’m pretty sure he has the biggest heart of anyone I’ve ever met. He will change the world.

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JBG – My second husband. (yes you read that right – two time loser at marriage here).  In 2011 our marriage ended. It was a dark time in my life and there are days that I still don’t know how I survived.  Well actually I do know, I survived because I have amazing friends and family.  JBG and me struggled to find a place where we could be friends and I think that we finally got there and I’m thankful for that.